Sunday, 25 November 2012

FRIENDS OF TOOL

Define friends.
Friend is someone support you while you get hurt
Forgive all the stupidness thing they did to you.....
A true friends never fade
And they won't judge you in pack while you are not around.....
This is not a rumor.....
I mean I use to know you guy for a week....
But no matter how....
We still group member and we suppose like friend right....
The fact is....
You FRIEND of me
Talking my bad word so loud at the RUNWAY.....
And did not realize that i use to sitting in front of a corner that where you guy putting fire on me.......
I'm not people get use like what catching fire....
It hurt deeply and I pretending is fine is ok.....

You said i'm not operate with you.....
I always miss class and disappear myself
And here a question
Did you add my FB account???
Did you get my contact number????
You guy own both of them and never use it.....
You blame me that i did not doing the work
You blame me that i hard to been found
At last....
I doing all the work you gave me and find out you guy too haven finish the work
The guy blaming me happily that day I totally shame on you
Shame on you this phony
You still got guts to asking me to join you guy lunch at cafeteria

And i know i'm a course transfer student
I late in class cause i'm doing to course transfer while you guy attending the class
At first i will feel sorry that i did not help a little in the assignment
But you guy said i can help in editing the power point slide.....
Wao....
Sound great at least i help a little.....
But the shitty thing is you treat me like a machine more like a human being.....
I'm the one to own the responsibility sitting all whole night waiting your resources!!!!!
I'm the one who edit the final output....
And please forgive me that have no sense of humor about edit work midnight.....
And tomorrow directly going to present.....
I have done of you guy.....
Just wait for few week
And i'm gonna flee.....
And thanks for teaching me lesson PHONY......
You don want to help
Just tell.....
Don made me sitting in front of the computer and waiting your arrive
And when i made phone call to you....
You told me that you still hanging out with your friends.....
When the times is still 9 something and you have promise me help me some after lunch.....
Don promise me anything next time if you feel like you can't made it.....
Thank you.....
:)    My life without you will be easier

Thursday, 9 August 2012

A Lesson & A Principle

                  I just realize something important to me today. A lesson , A principle of reality. First , World won't stop rotation because of you. You gonna face all the thing that throw by you by the reality. No one own you anything, therefore they no need to take care of you. Don feel pity yourself, it does not worth it, you show the weakness to other is priceless cause they won't even take a view on it. What gonna to do was hide your truth feeling. Don feel guilty about what you did, you don fake to the other not represent that the other would do the same. I once try to using the best face to join in a group of people so what is the payback "NOTHING AT ALL", then what chould i do.SADNESS.
                  Second, know the principle of OPPORTUNITY COST. You get more on something ,in the other hand you lost something. This is the law using to balance everything. People think that this kind of principle is just suit for business object. No. It totally wrong, It may also apply in our life. I thought i can made everything perfectly without a mark, a spot. But something gone wrong in the process. I forget people that i meet not as pure as clear water as before. They liar,they villian,they emotional terrorist,they selfish,they over-confidence, they underestimate people,they stereotype. Blame who, judge who.No one. 
                 No offence, I have done to you guy. I'm not going to acting to you guy anymore cause you guy not appreciate what i have done. Thanks you.

Wednesday, 25 July 2012

喜欢

喜欢花田
被众花所包围,呵护
温柔地吐出气息与香气
躺下吧
用你的眼泪滋润它们
让含苞待放的花儿为你开出朵朵芬香
欣赏吧
用你的心眼看着它
让蝴蝶在你和它之间上演一场霸王别姬
感受吧
用上你每一寸肌肤
让吹过的风柔柔地轻吻你的轮廓你的腼腆

喜欢大海
一眼无际的辽阔,清新
轻轻地对你说欢迎光临
仰望吧
碧蓝的天空与海鸟
那困扰你的烦恼啊,飞散,消失
沉下吧
下坠的身体与大海接触
让那疲惫的身心沉入那无尽黑暗
抚摸吧
那飞溅的水滴
让那画面永远烙在你的记忆里
 

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

心事

如果凡事都靠缘分
我已等不及了
在你眼里
我平静,我不爱发言如冰山
在我心里
我忐忑,我开始紧张得冒汗
为了你
我开始慢慢接触新鲜的事与物
我蜕变
我尝试
我试过妩媚,可爱,气质,优雅
是否就能打动你?
我总在付出,不过问回报
可是
这份坚持会被时光一点一点摧毁
剩下撒满一地的心碎
泪流过,呐喊过
唯爱
漂泊不定

Saturday, 14 July 2012

忆.早

恐惧
有那么的一天
当我从梦中苏醒过来
窗外一丝光线照在我那脸蛋上
迷蒙的我在回忆过去所发生在我身上的事儿
零碎却真实

压力
我每天都在面对
我不被它们轻易的击垮
那并不代表我很坚强
而是
我不可以在众人面前展览我的脆弱
 
微笑
我每天把他戴上
他是用来掩饰我的不安
我在微笑
心在滴血

面对
所有东西都是挑战
所以我得把我的底线压的很低
要学会凡事忍耐
还要感恩
 
讽刺
我很想表明我的感受
可是
我是活在他人的世界里
无可奈何
只好隐藏
 
亿早
独自回味着
我的一天内所发生的事
倾诉
于空洞的心房内
 
 
 
恐惧——〉压力——〉微笑——〉面对——〉讽刺——〉忆早
 

他。她

他说他喜欢梅花
他爱她
爱她在一地苍白的寒冬里盛放

艳如朝霞

她愿意为他化蝶
她随他
为他用上千年修来的功德轮回
流浪终点

她欠他一朵水仙
她寻他
为他送上一朵风化了的水仙花
泪流满脸

他欠她一滴眼泪
他找她
把泪封印在千年不腐的琥珀中
如珠如宝

他与她

如水
波动,涟漪,浪涛

如歌
细腻,纤细

如花
飘香


Friday, 13 July 2012

深夜
伴你的一丝梦
随风飘荡

天晴
伴你的一首曲
空中蔓延

光塔
为你照亮大道
指引反向

沉溺
无可自拔的迷惑
置身其中

爱你
犹如千年枷锁
时空交错

孤寂
留下零碎记忆
等你收集

风吹
发丝轻佛完美轮廓
树影婆娑

转红的枫叶
洒满一地的悲哀
犹如血海

人的一生
由你我他一起酝酿
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