Sunday, 25 November 2012

FRIENDS OF TOOL

Define friends.
Friend is someone support you while you get hurt
Forgive all the stupidness thing they did to you.....
A true friends never fade
And they won't judge you in pack while you are not around.....
This is not a rumor.....
I mean I use to know you guy for a week....
But no matter how....
We still group member and we suppose like friend right....
The fact is....
You FRIEND of me
Talking my bad word so loud at the RUNWAY.....
And did not realize that i use to sitting in front of a corner that where you guy putting fire on me.......
I'm not people get use like what catching fire....
It hurt deeply and I pretending is fine is ok.....

You said i'm not operate with you.....
I always miss class and disappear myself
And here a question
Did you add my FB account???
Did you get my contact number????
You guy own both of them and never use it.....
You blame me that i did not doing the work
You blame me that i hard to been found
At last....
I doing all the work you gave me and find out you guy too haven finish the work
The guy blaming me happily that day I totally shame on you
Shame on you this phony
You still got guts to asking me to join you guy lunch at cafeteria

And i know i'm a course transfer student
I late in class cause i'm doing to course transfer while you guy attending the class
At first i will feel sorry that i did not help a little in the assignment
But you guy said i can help in editing the power point slide.....
Wao....
Sound great at least i help a little.....
But the shitty thing is you treat me like a machine more like a human being.....
I'm the one to own the responsibility sitting all whole night waiting your resources!!!!!
I'm the one who edit the final output....
And please forgive me that have no sense of humor about edit work midnight.....
And tomorrow directly going to present.....
I have done of you guy.....
Just wait for few week
And i'm gonna flee.....
And thanks for teaching me lesson PHONY......
You don want to help
Just tell.....
Don made me sitting in front of the computer and waiting your arrive
And when i made phone call to you....
You told me that you still hanging out with your friends.....
When the times is still 9 something and you have promise me help me some after lunch.....
Don promise me anything next time if you feel like you can't made it.....
Thank you.....
:)    My life without you will be easier

Thursday, 9 August 2012

A Lesson & A Principle

                  I just realize something important to me today. A lesson , A principle of reality. First , World won't stop rotation because of you. You gonna face all the thing that throw by you by the reality. No one own you anything, therefore they no need to take care of you. Don feel pity yourself, it does not worth it, you show the weakness to other is priceless cause they won't even take a view on it. What gonna to do was hide your truth feeling. Don feel guilty about what you did, you don fake to the other not represent that the other would do the same. I once try to using the best face to join in a group of people so what is the payback "NOTHING AT ALL", then what chould i do.SADNESS.
                  Second, know the principle of OPPORTUNITY COST. You get more on something ,in the other hand you lost something. This is the law using to balance everything. People think that this kind of principle is just suit for business object. No. It totally wrong, It may also apply in our life. I thought i can made everything perfectly without a mark, a spot. But something gone wrong in the process. I forget people that i meet not as pure as clear water as before. They liar,they villian,they emotional terrorist,they selfish,they over-confidence, they underestimate people,they stereotype. Blame who, judge who.No one. 
                 No offence, I have done to you guy. I'm not going to acting to you guy anymore cause you guy not appreciate what i have done. Thanks you.

Wednesday, 25 July 2012

喜欢

喜欢花田
被众花所包围,呵护
温柔地吐出气息与香气
躺下吧
用你的眼泪滋润它们
让含苞待放的花儿为你开出朵朵芬香
欣赏吧
用你的心眼看着它
让蝴蝶在你和它之间上演一场霸王别姬
感受吧
用上你每一寸肌肤
让吹过的风柔柔地轻吻你的轮廓你的腼腆

喜欢大海
一眼无际的辽阔,清新
轻轻地对你说欢迎光临
仰望吧
碧蓝的天空与海鸟
那困扰你的烦恼啊,飞散,消失
沉下吧
下坠的身体与大海接触
让那疲惫的身心沉入那无尽黑暗
抚摸吧
那飞溅的水滴
让那画面永远烙在你的记忆里
 

Tuesday, 24 July 2012

心事

如果凡事都靠缘分
我已等不及了
在你眼里
我平静,我不爱发言如冰山
在我心里
我忐忑,我开始紧张得冒汗
为了你
我开始慢慢接触新鲜的事与物
我蜕变
我尝试
我试过妩媚,可爱,气质,优雅
是否就能打动你?
我总在付出,不过问回报
可是
这份坚持会被时光一点一点摧毁
剩下撒满一地的心碎
泪流过,呐喊过
唯爱
漂泊不定

Saturday, 14 July 2012

忆.早

恐惧
有那么的一天
当我从梦中苏醒过来
窗外一丝光线照在我那脸蛋上
迷蒙的我在回忆过去所发生在我身上的事儿
零碎却真实

压力
我每天都在面对
我不被它们轻易的击垮
那并不代表我很坚强
而是
我不可以在众人面前展览我的脆弱
 
微笑
我每天把他戴上
他是用来掩饰我的不安
我在微笑
心在滴血

面对
所有东西都是挑战
所以我得把我的底线压的很低
要学会凡事忍耐
还要感恩
 
讽刺
我很想表明我的感受
可是
我是活在他人的世界里
无可奈何
只好隐藏
 
亿早
独自回味着
我的一天内所发生的事
倾诉
于空洞的心房内
 
 
 
恐惧——〉压力——〉微笑——〉面对——〉讽刺——〉忆早
 

他。她

他说他喜欢梅花
他爱她
爱她在一地苍白的寒冬里盛放

艳如朝霞

她愿意为他化蝶
她随他
为他用上千年修来的功德轮回
流浪终点

她欠他一朵水仙
她寻他
为他送上一朵风化了的水仙花
泪流满脸

他欠她一滴眼泪
他找她
把泪封印在千年不腐的琥珀中
如珠如宝

他与她

如水
波动,涟漪,浪涛

如歌
细腻,纤细

如花
飘香


Friday, 13 July 2012

深夜
伴你的一丝梦
随风飘荡

天晴
伴你的一首曲
空中蔓延

光塔
为你照亮大道
指引反向

沉溺
无可自拔的迷惑
置身其中

爱你
犹如千年枷锁
时空交错

孤寂
留下零碎记忆
等你收集

风吹
发丝轻佛完美轮廓
树影婆娑

转红的枫叶
洒满一地的悲哀
犹如血海

人的一生
由你我他一起酝酿
浓烈热情却夹带几分清甜腼腆





Tuesday, 10 July 2012

告知

人的脾气很抽象
他可以为一件很不起眼的事放大十倍
就因你那不经意与不放在心上的小事
你可以对我一笑而过
我也如此

在我转头的瞬间
请别凝望我
你绝对会给我凶狠的眼神投以回报

我拥有的面具太多
拿来掩饰的也太多
我可以表演变脸魔术
真正的表情却永埋心里
请你不要逼我再一次撕开这张脸皮
真正的我
不是你想象中弱
我狠下心
可比画皮中狐妖

记住
暴风雨来临之前
雨楼是平静无疑。。。。

Tuesday, 26 June 2012

眼看心界

在这残酷与现实的世界里,可有纯洁而单纯的人们。
人们在这场人生游戏里,虚伪与做作。
把灵魂出卖给恶魔以达成所有一切。
可有想过,
恶魔要你把灵魂做为代价的同时,
也在你身上植上所有邪恶的根源,
你的灵魂也永远徘徊在永无止景的地狱里,
不得安息。

恶魔要人们的一切,
但,
它却残忍地
把良心留在你心里的最深处
每每伴随你的夜
如歌如火
蔓延着你的痛

天使可有伸出援手
人们为了达成目的
无视天使们
悲伤的他们封闭人与天使沟通的通道
人们不再拥有天使的祝福

从此
世界留下枫叶一地
无可挽留

何等悲鸣


爱歌,
我把所有开心的不愉快的
收藏在内

爱雨
它能与我的泪感应
产生共鸣

爱笑
他是我最为骄傲的面具
美艳却冷漠

爱梦
他是通往梦幻的国度
可爱但不真实

爱鱼
优雅却永远受困于水中
挣扎不脱的命运

爱痛
它是活着的证据与经历
想逃避却碰上

爱花
它的花语香气
化蝶飞舞

爱草
脆弱与坚强的化身
柔而带刚
生活是多么的清谈
一朵浮云,一叶轻舟
与朋友畅谈
一杯奶茶,一场游戏
独自回味着烟蒂
一丝楼梦,一场空
不堪回首的回忆
一首悲歌,一滴眼泪

Tuesday, 19 June 2012

要学习凡事感恩
在你抱怨上帝对你有多不公平的对岸
可能等待着你的是另一个彼岸
开着银花火树

Sunday, 17 June 2012

悲伤,
我把它写在沙滩上
等一浪接一浪的海浪把它带走
海水把它永埋深深的心海

它却被最为脆弱的珊瑚保护着
请别拨弄
请别玩弄
带来的伤害,你永远不懂
人们可以把自己做过的小事,视为不经意,不小心
被伤过的心
不会复原,它有道裂痕,不能被触碰的
它是道烙印,记载我回避的回忆
回忆里,满是我那无数无眠的夜晚轻盈的泪滴。
心碎了,剩下的只不过是宇宙中最为细小的埃尘
随风飘
是否能够飘进你心房
把我一段又一段的心酸投影在你心里
你可以视它为无物,
但,请永记
那一段段的回忆是真真切切我不堪回首的记忆
它有如绣花针
针针见血
悲是不被遗忘的痛,它永徘徊在你心底深处吞食纯真的你
请别把你自视为快乐的原理,建立在我的悲伤之上
这,
会让我觉得你比我更悲
因为,
你的快乐,有我的悲伤